One of the weaknesses that I may probably have is that I tend to become indecisive when it comes to decision making. Definitely not a positive trait to define a matured individual, since one must be capable to decide for himself or herself. Unfortunately, I have been failing to develop this thing inside me. It’s like everything, those options, are fighting inside my head. Which to choose, which to let go, things that makes me feel worried about the future. I’m afraid to fail. I’m afraid to lose. I’m afraid to fall for something that I may regret in the future. Yet, I know that life can never be played perfectly. That despite all the advice I get from the people around me, at the end of the day, I have to decide for my own. To stick to it and never look back. To never think of those other possibilities and “what if’s.”
Career. Big word. I just really have to be enlightened and guided by the Holy Spirit for now. It had been a tough and rough road for me these past few weeks. And, I really hope to finally be able to decide which to choose and which to let go.